Hey ,
I went to see a movie with Ryan and Jesse tonight.
The uninvited I thought that it was a good movie until the end when everything turned into a hallucination and her sister was killed in the fire , I think that she should have never been let out of rehab with all the things that she had been seeing.
whatever that's besides the point,

I'm going swimming with Ryan G , Matt B , Cody W , and Brandon M tomorrow. :)
After school so that should be fun .

Jesse T , gave me his cologne because I'm like in love with it :)(L)
It smells so good. :)(L)

I have a test tomorrow i should probably study , but i have too watch my show soon so all probably study after wards because i already studied for a bit today.

I really don't want to go to the assembly tomorrow , sounds kind of boring ,

I want too do the 10 hour famine at school , if they do it , then i can get 30 community hours

Heeeey,
Ryan G has a new girlfriend.
name colleen.
I'm not talking too Matt S anymore.
I have a crush on Matt B,
& a crush on Josh J ,
But sorta heartbroken at the same time.
My life is MESSED UP ! .

But i guess that i shouldn't be focusing on guys ,
i should be putting my focus on school.
but that's really hard at least for me.

& then on top of all that I'm SICK

whatever I'm going too get some sleep :)(L)<3

Todaay i went too the Scarborough Town Center.
with my brother too watch him skate bored
and because he payed me five dollars too go.

& then we ended up going skating.
with Matt, Cody and Jamie :)
it was pretty fun :)(L)

Then Jamie came back too my house and we had Jamie and hung out...
I'm really confused right now.
because my bestfriend kinda likes him
but I've liked him for about 4-5 years now.
but then i know we are bestfriends and nothing would ever happen...
I guess I'm going on about stuff that doesn't really even matter....

&&
Two of my friends are engaged which i kinda think is stupid because they are seventeen and eighteen , but i guess they might figure that out when they are suck with each other for life inless they get a divorce which would actually SUCK a lot.

At the moment I'm watching from G's Too Gents and then i am doing my Geo homework that i kinda sorta forgot about , or i might just do it at lunch tomorrow.
:) (L)


OHHH & I'm reading the Diary of a young girl , and its a interesting book so far

I'm bored and I'm probably gonna end up doing my homework shortly.
LMFAO .
At the moment i am rocking out too AARON CARTER :)(L)
I haven't heard him in the longest time.

YAY....
Jamie is gonna come over.

I think me and him and nikko might hang out over the weekend ,
but then again i wanna see Matt,
but i also wanna see JOSHH....
crap.
now i dont know what too do ,
anyways,
All write something later. <3

Heeeey :)
I'm in gle againn .
waiting for something else too do :P
I think jamie is coming over later :)
I did some sort of testing for a iep today...
I wanna switch schools my mom doesnt want me too intil,
she finds out if i actually need a iep,
my mom doesn't really want me too goto borden ,
but i dont really know why its her choice...
its my schooling not hers ,
she all ready graduated highschool.
but whatever, thats beside the point.

jamie thinks kaycee doesn't wanna date him because she likes another boy,
Ohhh boy is he wrong....
I'm not even gonna write why , because then the whole world could know ,
and he could possibly find out.....
or she could see how i posted about it... which would not be a good thing AT ALL...

& I was on facebook this morning and i got a honesty box message saying that APARENTLY im not a good friend ladedadeda , I wish i knew who actually sent that because ovs she doesn't know me , and that kinda made me just a little sad...

Why?

why does everyone want too bring me down
why does everyone want me too feel bad,
why cant anyone see the real me
why do i always have too prove myself
why why why ,
why do i write stupidness,
why do i date boys that i know will never work out.
why why why ,
maybe im just stupid,
i cant find any other answer.

Heeey ,
me and that boy brandon broke up ,
hes a loser,
he had too break up with me threw my brother ?
what a fudge cake....
& he had a girlfriend like 3 mins after...

maybe guys are not for me i don't know
i could get him back and date his cousin ,
but then again i don't wanna be a bitchh....
but i've already dated him , and he does want me back.... , but whatever i guess....
dating is just too complicated right now.

I should probably focus more on school and not on the guys.