Hey ,
so im sitting in learning staragies . and im really bored.
Im finished all my work so i decided to create a blog .
its thursday :)
we have a extra long weekend , friday saturday sunday and monday .
I'm not really happy today.
my boyfriend thinks that i need too complement him more and is like
bothering me about it.
and getting all mad.
but who is he too tell me that i need too complement him ?
that doesnt make much sence too me..
I wish that everything would just be okay and that ,
we wouldnt fight over stupid things.
but he just has too bring everything up .
I like him and everything but he thinks that i need too change.
im not going too change for ANYONE but myself
like really.
if he thinks that i need too change
why in the world is he with me.?
whatever ovs he cant see that im trying then he has problems.
and i really dont want too deal with him at this point.
we are supposed too go out on friday night,
but i made plans before i knew
and hes gonna give me shit.
he wants me too see FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH ,
and i really dont even want too watch that movie.
maybe all just hang out with matt durning the day and not go SKATING.
OHH AND WHEN DID THINKING A GUY WAS GOOD LOOKING BECOME CHEATING ?
its not .
so my boyfriend really needs too chill mann , like thats madd .
I could be with someone that doesnt give me shit,
hes lucky that i actually like him alot , and i want too make things worse if he was anyone else,
he would not be dating me anymore.
he told me that he doesnt wanna dump me , because he wants too change me and then maybe i would be a better person .... , like really i dont need that , i dont need someone in my life like that....
RIGHT NOW ,
i dont even know what too do , so many things are on my mind. VALENTINES DAY is in like 2 days , and im not even spending it with him , as of now , he wants too come over later and i really dont want him too , because i dont wanna fight with him AGAIN .... and him too come up with more reasons why i need too change. but whatever i wanna goto the movies with some friends on VALENTINES DAY , so i guess hes actually out of luck.... :S
I really think i just wanna be away from him for awhile,
i just got back together with him , and already so much DRAMA :(
that i dont need and dont want.
whatever thats it for now,
ttyl <3


& THEN ,
me and my bestfriend are kinda not talking which is making me just a little sad :( she thinks i lied too her , but i would NEVER lie too a friend i was sick and i went skating because my mom said that i could , but my mom also said that i couldnt have her sleepover because of that i was sick and shes complaining either saying i should of let her sleepover or i should have not gone skating and she is trying too say that i was never sick , like wtf..


& THEN me and my other BESTFRIEND , just got out of a fight because of that person .... but i guess he figured out that FRIENDS are alot better than girls , and i will always be there and she probably wont be. unless they get married and live happly ever after...


& THEN the day after i started dating BRANDON , this guy named MATT told me that he liked me i guess thats not a good thing but i was starting too like him a little too , which kinda sucks now because i have a boyfriend now, but maybe not for long , if he keeps up what he is doing .


& TODAY IS FREE HUG DAY :)
I'm wearing a sign im getting so much HUGS
some dude huged me and talked too me
but he hasent said anything too me in two years , :)
so im pretty happy at the moment :) (L)

kaaay anyways .
I'm really hoping that