Why does your past always come and bite you in the face.
I feel like maybe I'm getting close too someone and BOOM .
its always one thing or another i don't like you because you dated my sisters best friends boyfriend.
& It might not even be that he doesn't like me , but his sister doesn't want me too dare him
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My fucking so called best friend goes and tells all my shit too them like what the frig , they called me knew a lot of things about me like really i don't find a need for it. I guess maybe i don't deserve anything , maybe i shouldn't have anyone too care about. I know I'm not that great looking and there like rubbing it in my face , making my ex boyfriend talk too me like i actually want too. There drunk there annoying I don't even know why i talked too them in the first place.


I guess they wanna wreck my relationship really if i wanted too i could probably be with someone else , but i wanted too be with him , every time i make my mind up , i get screwed over.

On the other hand I don't even know why i care , because those girls don't even know me , now i would NEVER go to jesses house , this isn't gonna last very long :(

I guess that maybe guys are not what i should focus on , but i like feeling like I'm needed and that someone likes me , I might be wrong i don't know, but like i don't even wanna write anymore, I'm really mad